Where's My Key?

“It seems since I was gone, they were getting quite along
Didn’t need another son that they would spend their money on
They were living quite lavish apart from being average
Like when I was in the family but now they seem to manage
As soon as I went to go explore some more
My life flash I was in a Ralph Lauren store
I saw my girlfriend standing beside this man on the phone
A young dude, they were walkin’ out with bags full of clothes
And hopped into this Mercedes - she gave him a kiss
Then I remembered, in this life I didn’t exist
But she was much more happy with this guy who was dope
I remember them past days where I would be broke
But now she has a good man, altogether and hot
A hot guy that could probably buy whatever she wants
I said f… life would just be better if I didn’t live
All of them would shine if I ain’t never lived in them”