I look at the mirror…
Who do I see? Is it really me in there?
Why is it that sometimes I blank out at my own stare
Odd isn’t it, how a person once motivated to do what he loves
Is shattered broken and discombobulated by what he loves
Shadowed by lies, lying to himself, lying to the world
I’m not me anymore. But who am I in the first place?
I was a person nice enough to listen and talk, when now I can’t speak a single word
I pushed people forward and now I’m the one getting pushed back
I push myself back, I can’t even stand up and I’m not seeking for help
What if I said I like it down here? Broken, fallen, shattered
It’s a new life now, but my faith stays alive
Though I have drifted tremendously, I will hold on to You, Father
Even when that one person around me seems like she’s completely lost You
I pray that she’ll find You again - through all her hardships and stress
See, I may be at the bottom, but never will I bring anyone down with me
Friends that I’ve lost, if you’re ever reading this… thank you for taking that time I can’t give back
I just want to let the world know, I’m happy when everyone else around me is happy
But lately, I haven’t been happy if I can’t satisfy someone who made me their world
And to me, I have no world, I have a God who I trust and give my all to
No one will ever take Him away from me
